Ye Sach!!!

Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach,
Vishwas se pare andhere ke shaitan sa,
Kalpna ke bilkul vipreet aane wale tufan sa,
Man ki ummeedo se theek ulat hota hai ye sach.
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach...
Samay se nahi bandha hota hai ye sach,
Kabhi us nanhe panchi ki udan sa,
Kabhi har kisi ke ant-sthal shamshan sa,
Atal amitt hota hai ye sach,
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach....
Ichashakti se door aniyantrit hota hai ye sach,
Kinkartvyavimood ho anjan sa,
Dil ke an-chahe arman sa,
Bhavnao ko jhakjhor deta hai ye sach,
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach...
Sach bada vichitra hota hai ye sach....

Coming Back...!!!

Coming back to Delhi with memories. Memories which are full of joy, happiness, unconditional love and the pain of leaving behind. Such trips doesn't give you anything apart from these memories which stays always close to heart. Close to my heart are the moments which I lived in these five days. Thanks Punjab, love you Chandigarh... will miss you Patiala... Stay connected. :)

On The Other Side...!!!

I was just on the other side,
When you thought I am not there.
Watching you leaving with someone else,
While you were still in my prayer.
Don't have any complaint so far,
Just the question strike me very often.
Why you did this to me,
Why you left me there, broken?

Leaving Behind...!!!

Running my own race of thoughts,
Leaving behind what was mine.
Losing every battle I fought,
Drilling down the memories in my mind.
When I came it was sunset,
I felt the warmth of sun rise.
Now that the sun is up above,
Waiting for the stars to fill the sky.
Why is that you need everything,
With no possibilities of living them.
They say it's just the matter of time,
Running my own race of thoughts,
Leaving behind what was mine....

Fighting With Fear..!!!

I had dinner out, I won't eat. I said as soon as I stepped into home. What? Why you didn't inform me? Who would eat it now? Mom wasn't happy and said. She get upset whenever I eat out and don't inform her ontime. She coock with full heart and love, you should avoid doing this. Voice from my heart told me (Ofcourse good one because bad one was extremely sleepy). I went to mom and promised it won't happen again. Ofcourse you can't have much after taking five beers. I reached to bed and crashed like a log. My head was spinning and I was sure that I won't wake up before noon tomorrow. Tomorrow is saturday and week off for me so I can sleep till 12. I convinced myself and didn't realise when I felt asleep.
All Rise... All rise... The song was so loud that I had to wake up and pick the call.... Ohhh Jeet my childhood friend. I looked at the clock... 10 AM. I realised that it was Saturday morning. I was feeling extremly sleepy and thought of ignoring the call. But after few seconds the phone again started ringing. There should be something important otherwise this guy won't call me again and again. I had to take his call... Hey Hi, Were you sleeping he asked. I hate people when they know what the other person was doing and still ask the silly questions like he did. No I was playing soccer in the bed I replied. He started laughing and said he want my help and needed some money. Nothing new in it because we used to help each other with the same. When? I asked. By 10:30 am he replied. Are you coming home for that? I asked. No, you will have to come down to Rajouri for that. He said. R u nuts? I am in the bed and half asleep. How can you expect me to reach there in half an hour? Its next to impossible. I actually shouted with irritation. But he was he and after talking for 5 more minutes I was convined to come down to Rajouri Garden. I normally don't like walking around on an Off Day but it was for my friend and you how FRIENDS are. Anyway I stepped out of bed and as soon as I kept my foot on the floor I regretted. Its cold outside why the hell I agreed!!! I thought but couldn't help. I was very much positive about taking a bath but gave up the idea after touching the water. Mom can I get the hot water please? I have to rush... Why hot water? Your dad and brother had the bath with running water why do you need hot water? We are brahmin and bathing with hot water dry out the skin as well.. I could have heard more of illogical reasons if I would haven't stopped her. How being a Brahmin keep you away from hot water I never understood??? Still !!! Anyway I did't give it a chance again and washed my face. I was getting ready when I saw my mom again covering the nose with her pallu. I don't know why she hates my deo? I LOVE IT. Its the best thing discovered for people to skip bath. I came out of my room and could notice a question look on my mom face asking Where Are You Going On A Week Off??? I told her without asking I am going out to meet a friend and I'll have breakfast out only. Now she was convinced I am going on a date. I love to tease her. She was puzzled and I enjoyed it. I stepped out and said I'll not be back for lunch (I love to eat out).
To be continued....

Waiting For You...!!!

I am still there where you left me,
Waiting for you to come and hold me.
I am all alone on the streets,
Night is falling fast and raising my heartbeats.
Tears have rolled down from the eyes,
Come back please before the world see my heart cries.
COME BACK....!!!!

Not About You..!!!

Its not about you not continuing this relation,
Its about me loosing the hold of it.
Its not about you leaving me un-noticed,
Its about me thinking of you all the time.
Its not about you breaking my heart,
Its about me not getting space in your heart.
Its not about you walking away from me,
Its about me following you till my last breath.
Its not about blaming you...
Its about the mistakes I did........... My Mistakes.....

The Moon..!!!

It was with me when I used to walk alone on the streets. It was the one who gave me company when my heart was looking for someone to walk alongwith with me. Someone who could match my steps and could hold my hand. Someone who could say I am With You, come what may. It was the moon.
Then you came into my life as the light of Sun, as the bird singing in the spring. The moon was the shelter for me when I tried to reach you. We were together in the light of moon holding each other, feeling every single heartbeat of each other. It was moon who saw us feeling the warmth of breath while we kissed each other and when the trees were singing. You looked like an angel in moon's light. MY ANGEL. I was all happy and felt lucky to have you with me. I saw the moon smiling with me when I dropped you at yourhome and walked back singing on the street. Songs of happiness.
Today when your are not there, when I am again all alone on the streets I can't see the moon. Its not the same moon now, I see you smiling there. I was all alone with my heart & moon. Then you came into my life and now neither I have the heart nor the moon. I know you won't come back but please return me my lonely heart & my moon...... Pls....

My Thoughts !!!

Hobbies, I guess they change time by time. They change as per the stages of our life. I mean you might love playing cricket when in school but when you are in college you may count riding bikes in your hobbies list or listening music (which is the most common hobby I have found among everyone) may become your daily routine which can reach on the top of the ladder of your hobbies. So the same way I have also added a new hobby into my hobbies list. Writing thoughts. Ok don't need to make faces for it. I know it may be boring for some or crazy for some. I can understand I can recall someone who has the hobby of teaching and solving maths puzzle. I know how I grasp this. I mean maths and a hobby? IMPOSSIBLE for me. Anyway so thoughts or rather quotes yes I have written some so publishing them.

1.) We never understand that in making our tomorrow perfect we are losing our present and any building with weak foundation can not be perfect at the end- by Jagdish
2.) Its not every time the words you say matters. It the tone which has the most hold of the conversation- by Jagdish
3.) God blessed humans with words and thoughts which connect us to others but we still prefer to keep silent- by Jagdish
4.) People say first impression is last impression but 99% the judgement made at first sight is incorrect- by Jagdish ( I have experienced this)
5.) Experiences are bitter but bitter experiences make life sweet- by Jagdish
6.) We all try to reach the sky ignoring the fact that without ground under our feet we will always fall down- by Jagdish
7.) Tounge- the softest weapon of humans which hurts the most- by Jagdish
8.) Lesson of life- You learn when you lose, You crib when you gain- by Jagdish
9.) In the battle of emotions all of us prefer to win without considering the fact that its better to lose it- by Jagdish
10.) We don't care when we hurt others though we expect them to care when we are hurt- by Jagdish
11.) Playing with emotions is the only game where you lose and win together- by Jagdish
12.) Losing the game with the spirit of winning hurts- by Jagdish (I like this-my favourite)
13.) We all like smile but most of the time tears are more faithful- by Jagdish

Lost The Game

Hi, I am sorry for all who is going to read this poem. I mean i know its hard to tolerate my poem and it require lots of courage. So best of luck.

I lost the game without being the part of it,
Though they presumed I was playing.
I didn't choose my life to be this way,
The cost of their hopes I am paying.
My thoughts have faded while fufiling their dream,
I was fighting alone,
They thought I am in with the team.
The light of sun was changing to dark,
The time was crushing me inside hard,
They still wish me to be obeying.
I lost the game though I was not playing.